there was one time when i wrote the h in my chinese name too hastily and instead of enhui, it read as ennui.
there really is such a word as ennui.
en·nui (
n-w
, nw) n.
and oh gawd, how it so aptly describes the entirety of my mood right now.
i would also like to add that i'm in a slight depression, because
1- i'm getting fat.
2- i'm doing absolutely nothing about it.
3- i just had supper.
4- i think i'm going to get somemore.
and;
5- today was totally not conducive AT ALL.
the only thing i did today was to read the last half of a chapter of my 101 textbook. it being my last chapter and having therefore wrapped up my readings for 101 doesn't quite console me, because i was suppose to start on 102 and finish up 107 today as well.
oh, did i also mention i spent half the day doing up my blog layout? (which i think is super pretty and i <3 it loads; and which is also besides the point)
and my intentions to study at TM's starbucks or at the airport NEVER materialised.
and while writing notes or looking through lecture slides, my mind never fails to wander off to post-exam plans - where i want to dress up, hit town, party the night away, and play some pool.
AH. i feel like ripping my head off.
and i still feel like eating right now. damn it, grace chen.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 1:32 AM