dear you,
i understand the frustration you must have felt when i couldn't keep to what was agreed upon. and i admit, that is indeed a real flaw that have not only happened once, but many times and with others as well. i appreciate that you've forgiven, looked past and have hoped for the better; and am sorry that once again have only received disappointment in return. at this point i can only ask that you give me just one more chance and allow me the opportunity to change and improve. this friendship means alot, and yes, there are the occasional upsets; and amidst all that, i really hope that what we have built all these years can tide us along and cement the cracks. i'm sorry.
love,
grace
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met up with my girly girls - elissa and graceyu, after work today. i miss them so damn much la :) so of cuz with these girly girls, we dont play pool and the likes, but engage in some very girly talk, which mostly revolves around relationships and guys and such. graceyu's still as blur as ever, and elissa's basking in the glow of lurrve, baby. LOL. i had a good time hanging out. hang out again soon, babes!! :)
time for some self-indulgence - i received admission letters for both NTU and NUS =)) for NTU's mass comm, and NUS's arts and social science. okay its like theres almost no need for contemplation, cuz the choice is almost pretty clearcut, but its just kinda nice to be able to ruminate over something and just relish the moment of having the power to decide, no?
anyway, still gotta think it through. omgah, its like i hav to make a life-changing decision at the young age of twenty -_-
and something random before i bombard the space below with more pictures - work is boring shite,and im getting F-A-T. ugh.
saturday 29th april - illusion @ dxo
once again, another spontaneous, last-minute decision to club last saturday night.
yongsheng and me at the steps of marina square.
kevin, nelson, yongsheng and yours truly. priscilla's the photographer :)
the scenery at marina square's patio is great la.
at dxo with yongsheng. 
nelson and me.
in the toilet with priscilla. before i got high. LOL.
and CUZ i was rather, ahem, inebriated, i freaking missed out when nightlife.sg shot yongsheng and the rest la. LOL, its just my exhibitionist streak at work and the whole wanting-to-see-and-be-seen vibe la. HA.
look how they're enjoying the shutter moment!
but of cuz, clubbing aint my lifestyle. (though i have a sneaky suspicion i'm enjoying myself more than i should, and the monthly innocent hedonistic fun is getting addictive.)
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and i've come to realise, some guys can be major bitches, even more so than girls. dude, i really didn't need my name written big and clear on your blog (you might as well link me up and contribute some traffic for my blog), and your comment on my friend and an aspect of her life was unneccessary. and if you realise, you've just effectively insulted four people with that mere paragraph of yours. but whatever, guys like you think so highly of yourself i'm afraid you can't handle it when your ego falls and break and you realise how little character and integrity you possess.
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whew, fucking long post. tata.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 10:38 PM