my life right now is basically made up of inconsequential details, like hanging out at changi looking out for transverstites just for da heck of it for two days in a row; feeling goddamn rich for once cuz i'm having three pay-days this month; drinking vanilla mudshake and feeling da wind in my hair; and hanging out at da park late at night sitting on da swing with a friend talking our hearts out.
add some trivia details - passing my basic theory test and having da editor of seventeen magazine call me up for an interview; and there you've it. da life i'm leading right now and i'm more or less satisfied.
of cuz there're still screwups in life. warped people get together to form dysfunctional and weird families and da offspring grow up and continue da cycle. i wonder if he knows his own problem. but whatever. blood ties are really quite insignificant, really. i think a part of me has just hardened and grew numb to all da bad stuff, taking in only da good stuff. i wonder if thats normal. not talking about it doesn't make it go away. but, see here, we'll be da success story he isn't.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 11:38 PM
grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music