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Monday, February 20, 2006

you know what, i say - screw all da problems. =)

life is too short to waste my time moping over something i cant and would never be able to change. as the cliche goes - when life gives you shit, take the shit and make fertiliser out of it. i'm gonna emerge from all these stronger. i'm gonna live life my way, live like the person i was meant to be, and not let all the screw-ups in life take away da smile on my face. its repulsive letting da bad things in life rule and take over my everydays. da bad things are still there, no doubt about it - nobody's perfect. and its not that i'm gonna shove it under da carpet and pretend everything's fine. da scars will still be there whether i like it or not; it's learning to live with it, deal with it in a mature manner, and learn from all da experience life has brought.

so. i had my first pillion ride today after so many years [my very first was dad's motorbike when i was like in primary school]. and it was one helluva experience =) da helmet felt so huge on my head and my friend was going so fast (or so i thought) that i was sure da helmet was gonna fall off anytime. and it didn't help that i was wearing a skirt so we got a coupla stares from da people on the streets. haah. but it was fun, nevetheless.

went to da ntu talk at bugis yesterday, and i think i'm kinda interested in english literature and psychology as well now. of cuz my utmost interest is still in communication studies. but of cuz, it's all gotta depends on the results. WHICH should be coming out pretty soon. darn, it's da same with the exams last year - i want to know my results and at da same time i DON'T wanna know my results. ohhh well.

i'm gonna do relief at st hilda's primary next monday and tuesday! =)

icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 10:49 PM