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Thursday, November 10, 2005

two papers down. eight more to go. and;

no MORE freaking math!! =]

though today's math was really tough, but what's done's done, so, yeah. just gotta work even harder for the other subjects.

gp tomorrow, lit and econs next week =]

i guess every sec sch has its own culture which will follow you long after you graduate from sec sch.

like today, this group of st hilda's juniors i saw, they reminded me of how i was back in sec sch;

totally BOY-crazy.

ok la, so i still am quite boy-crazy now [ha] but theirs was alil' extreme even for me la.

'cause this schoolmate of mine- dexter, was also at macs, and my juniors had this math question which they asked me how to do but i didnt know either so i asked him. and then he went over to teach them, and THEN,

after he left they couldn't stop gushing over how cute he was, asking me for his name etc. HA.

well. i see nothing wrong in being boy-crazy really as long as it doesnt like take over your life or something.

and i say, i've seriously stopped being so boy-crazy for a long time now, and getting a feel of it all over again from my juniors was kinda, how to say, nostalgic?

i dont think there's anything essentially wrong in being happy over superficial stuff sometimes. of course real happiness stemming from some really deep and noble cause is da best, but then, how often do we get that?

so we make ourselves happy over shallow stuff; not just over guys. many other girls gush over clothes, bags, food, earrings, shoes etc.

tell me how different is that from gushing over cute guys?

its just a matter of choice and interest.

and i, for one, has especially no qualms gushing over any cute guys that come into my line of vision. because, its really just harmless fun. so people may see me as bimbotic and boycrazy, whatever; but its what makes me happy even so superficially, so why bother what makes others tick, eh.

ok, maybe not all st hildans la, but most =]

icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 10:07 PM