i hope i dont sound perverse or weird saying this, but i think i kinda like that vague cigarette smoke smell coming from guys, who MUST be cute, of course, to a certain extent. it just gives them that whole bad-boy vibe, which appeals to me. HA.
the other day sitting with the guys outside macs, they were all smoking and one of them asked me to try, to "relief your stress la". i wanted to say, "yeah la, you provide me with the first stick; but whose gonna provide me with the rest?" hurr.
i dont think i'll ever smoke la, and of course i hope my boyfriend [whoever he might be] won't either; but that cigarette in his hand somehow just makes the package a whole lot attractive and appealing to me.
okay, im not advocating smoking here; and maybe im just weird =]
ANYWAY.
econs, math and gp is oh-so-over. left with two lit papers and i just can't wait. the days of studying are almost over. woohoo =]
there's so many things i wanna do can. okay lets make a rough list here;
-dye/highlight my hair
-swim/tan/cycle
-fine a JOB [most important] anybody has lobangs pls let me know =]
-save enough money and get a driving license [second most impt]
-and i wanna play Sims too! anybody can lend me the CD please? =]
suddenly, light at da end of the tunnel. thank You God so much for bringing me through past few days. couldn't have done it without Him =]
i really dont know how i'll fare for my papers and such, but its over, yeah? leave da worrying to next year.
for those who have finished your papers, LUCKY you. for da rest, lets work hard for our last few papers k! take care all =]
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 10:24 PM
grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music