i actually woke up at 8am this morning and completed a lit essay. something to marvel at cause' i never quite wake up before 12pm if there's no school. and i realise i do work better in the early morning, and in the late night. but which probably came as a realisation too late la, damn.
feel quite accomplished at having finished a lit essay in the early morning though, but gotta mug for math like hell the entire day now.
its just five more days.
after which we all can burn our math tys; no need to freakin' do complicated math sums EVER again =)
that is, a week more to go.
its so fast now i don't feel scared anymore. because there is no time left to fix the fright.
dearest jared, thank you so much for listening to me gripe about exams and math on the phone last night. although, yeah, you didn't exactly calm me down or leave me feeling peaceful (haha), you turned my mind back to Him above who's always there for me-He who will provide me with real peace, and strength, and perserverance. and it's in Him i trust =)
you know, the songs you used to sing in sunday school sometimes drift into your semi-consciousness when you least expect it, and the thing is, it works wonders.
He's able
He's able
I know He's able
I know my Lord is able to carry me through
somehow i'm thinking when this is all over, the real exam period will be a blur; the only clear memory being that of the before period - with the hell lots of mugging and stress and almost-breaking-down, and the after period, the wild abandon with which we will go about shopping, eating, clubbing, doing girly things.
i can almost feel the days after the exams.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 11:49 AM
grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music