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Thursday, September 01, 2005

"Suddenly all the tests and teachers don't seem that scary anymore as compared to the big question mark that is hanging out there;"
-Clark, on Smallville

that statement definitely hit me. it still sucks everytime school term draws to a close. yeah, i've experienced it in primary school and in secondary school; so it shouldn't affect me as much, you say? but damn, no. i'm a sentimental freak.

the uncertainties that come along with graduation - where do i go from here; which University? is just enough to make me wish i can stay in college forever.

yeah, i've been in college for a freakin' three years, and you would have thought i can't wait to get my ass out of here already. but, i like school. i like wearing the light-green uniform, mugging in the library, eating and catching up with schoolmates in the canteen, and walking around college seeing friendly faces.

the promise of new possibilities and meeting new people after graduation doesn't make leaving easier. granted, i will be revved up for a new lifestyle in a completely new place but things can never be replicated completely.

okkayy, i know graduation is not even nearing for a month or two, but just can't help musing about it la. haha. i miss st hilda's, and i know damn well i'll miss tampines jc too.

anyhow, was telling friends i've a backup plan, if all else fails; which of course i hope won't be the case la haha. that is - to be an air-stewardess and travel the world, see new places. hurr :)

anyway;

weilian is the newly crowned Superstar; kind of expected la. while his courage is commendable, he lacks stage presence and the qualities a real Superstar should have. kelly, on the other hand, didn't perform as well as she could have tonight; but her star quality is undeniable, eh.

but whatever, time will prove who the ultimate winner is :)

icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 11:58 PM