Thursday, September 15, 2005



it's really saddening la. here i am trying to give my best for my prelims, and then i'm defeated hands down by my very ill-stricken body. im in absolutely no mood to sit down at the table either to write out essays or even to study. my whole body just feels fcuking lethargic. and that seriously sucks.

and today it kinda got worst, i can't even taste a single shite now. ugh. was eating my favourite mooncake with yoke and then it hit me that my tastebuds are on holiday. can't taste nothing. double ugh.

i just realised, i'll get majorly ill once a year. and all the symptoms will start popping up-the blocked nose, the sandpaperish throat; which will then worsen into a very bad cough and running nose. thank God i don't have fever and i DON'T wish to have fever.


have missed two papers so far-econs essay and literature paper one. think the prelims will be pretty screwed up. come to think of it,this is the first time i've gotten ill during a rather major exam. luckily it's not the A's. and i DON'T wanna fall sick during the big A's, or i can just die la.

so my prelim results won't be too impressive, but of course it is not a determining factor in anything at all; thank God. just gotta strive harder towards the A's.


past few days spent at home, not productive at all, i swear. was sleeping my ass away most of the time. every single part of me just screams lethargy. ugh.

just wanna get well soon; have loads of revision to catch up on, and of course, to party and have a lil' fun after prelims! that's like the only thing keeping me going, can.

better take care of yourself now, people. falling sick is no fun, though you get to miss school. haha. water is essential, i'm like downing gallons of water for the past few days. and i wanna get well soon; coughing buckets of phelgm is no fun either. ha.

icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 6:59 PM




grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music