watched The Maid today. heh. considering that it's my first-ever ghost movie in a cinema; it wasn't too bad. was covering my eyes with my sweater most of the time. haha. but the storyline was good; not bad for a local film, i say.
anyway. I AM FAT.
considering the fact that there's nothing much to look forward to nowadays, food is the only thing i seek solace in,man. and as much as i know i'm really piling on the fats by all the food, i can't stop myself. cause FOOD is the next best simple enjoyment in life now that studies is top priority; and i can't spend time clubbing or shopping or the like. and it sucks. ugh.
i've really been eating alot nowadays and thing is, i feel goddamn good after eating all the junk. damn, i'm really going to just get fatter with all the lard. and it's not even like i exercise on a regular basis. ahwell. just hope the fats go to the right places. haha; most probably it wouldn't.
kinda feeling melancholy now; my mood's always like that, kinda on a wild sine curve. nothing much to say, just that i dislike it so much when things go awry; and the worse thing is i know they go awry because of me. that sucks; it really does.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 10:45 PM
grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music