school today wasn't too bad. thank you God =)
sometimes routine bores me but ironically, routine is the very thing that makes me secure. i know for sure that every morning i take that particular bus to school; and in school it's the particular group of friends i hang out with; and then after school i go home for dinner or at least to my familiar bed.
i'm not sure this is the kind of life i envisage in the future. i don't think i would want my entire life to be predictable and following a time-table of sorts.
yet to want otherwise would be to open up a whole new world of risks and what-ifs. granted, there will be excitement, adventure and adrenaline-pumping moments; but maybe at the end of the day everyone just wants to go back to the familiar.
oh well. random thoughts.
i need a mp3 player; or at least my dad's phone to store songs. cause i need to listen to songs to study outside; or when i'm feeling extremes of emotions, and i just want to revel in a particular song.
am planning to get a second-hand mp3 player cause i'm too broke to get a spanking new one. anyway, brands and such don't really matter to me. i just need a mp3 player, any will do. anyone selling theirs? heh =)
manifestasi tomorrow; will be wearing nabila's kebaya. will be putting up pictures, hopefully. heh.
i'm content, somehow.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 2:17 PM
grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music