it's really quite frightening when your whole life, at this instance, is fixated upon that point five months later. everything you do is in conjunction with that major event. and when you slack even alil' bit, you get so hard up on yourself.
A'levels. the freakin' A'levels.
the importance or even neccessity of it all is lost in that chase of poring book after book; writing essay after essay; doing math question after math question.
at the end of it all, who really gives a damn as to what trigonometry really is or how complex numbers work.
but as for this five month period, it is all that matters; and we had better know every single detail of it.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 1:58 PM
grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music