just for musing's sake
its funny. on one hand i absolutely dread the reopening of school,on the other,i know i'll miss jc life to bits when i finally do get to graduate. talk about having a love-hate relationship.
its been a splendid one month away from the stress and bustle of jc life(not that i'm not stressing myself out right now over uncompleted revision,but anyway). i did things i enjoyed-went shopping,had late nights out,latenight shows,suppers,dining at my two favourite places pastamania and sakae sushi,pool,hung out with friends etc.
although theres still so many things i havent got to do,like going iceskating,bowling,overseas etc,i almost just want to relish in this moment forever. sleeping late at night watching Friends reruns on channel 5,waking up barely before 3pm every afternoon. but there's always the constant nagging at the back of my head - commontests. i just want to slack without guilt,can.
two more days to commontests. make it one and a quarter day left. ohh well. i can't quite fathom how life will be once again, back in the green walls of tampines jc, going about daily to tutorials and lectures, seeing my classmates and teachers again; the works.
five more months. its five more months to A's. then i can say byebye to the green uniform. but whatever. i should just live in the moment for now,huh.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 12:39 PM
grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music