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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

its a love-hate relationship i've with almost everything.

with JC life, with myself, with my family members, with some friends sometimes, with sleeping and bathing (cause sometimes i feel its an absolute waste of time), with money (i see heads nodding); and the list could go on.

was talking to huisi last week over a meal at pasta (and even pasta i sometimes have a love-hate relationship with) ; was telling her how even now, when the A's are like in six months time; i sometimes have the thought that i would be doing oh-so-well in poly.

actually. im intrigued by poly life, by working life; by any other thing other than studying for the freaking A's. haha. but oh well. hello, grace chen. wakeup, wakeup. how many freakin' years have you been in JC already? to quit right now would be absolute stupidity. plus ms khainu was talking to me today and im totally touched by her concern and niceness. keke. shes one of my fave teachers =)

tpjc soccer played against tjc today and we won 3-0! heh. im so proud of tpjc. but of course, no offence, but tjc is not vjc. i still remember how we lost terribly to vjc last year with the exact same scores, only that it is the opposite; with us losing 0-3. ahh well. but theres many more matches to come so go tpjc soccer! =) they rawk man. but seriously, in that oh-so-striking yellow jersey, shorts, socks and even wristbands is abit too... haha.

ohh. i am officially in two ccas now. ah shalnt divulge it here. haha. but yea. went for my first meeting today and its ok lah. hehs.

yea sometimes i've a love-hate relationship with the going-ons around me but right now im more in love with my life than any other emotion. keke =) but seriously. i got to finish up the very high pile of Lit pre and post tutorials. hmm.

feel like going clubbing one more time before the onslaught of tests, exams, prelims and the A's leh. so huisi, priscilla - please lets go clubbing soon!! keke. prolly at chinablack would be good. desmond said chinablack's classy. lols.

so to satisfy this clubbing urge, i should be going for tpjc's dance fest on the 22nd april at school. hehs. albeit without the flashing lights, the v irritating smoke and the alcohol but nevertheless... =D

ohh. went for yilin's 18th birthday last saturday at her house and it was one good hella party. hehs. the food was good, but that wasnt the best thing. we made three guys kiss yilin on her cheek!! i had a ball of a time laughing. her house was beautiful and later after dinner and the cheek-kissing, i had fun socialising, as always =)

ahh. ive more or less come to terms with everything already lah. haha. dont care what others are calling me; as long as im true to myself, and the truth is that ive more guy friends than girl friends and sometimes i get along better with guys than girls. so. screw whatever people are saying. keke.

lalala =DD

icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 12:15 PM