and then yesterday headed to NTU's openhouse after church with priscilla at boonlay which was super far. like, duh. if i ever study at NTU, i had better stay at the hostel.
stupid thing was we reached there at six p.m. where all the exhibitions and tours are already over. wth. only consolation was we got to see and even took a picture with Rui En. omg, shes one pretty lass, i say =) but sad thing was i look really stupid and shitty in the picture with her. arghs.
she sang a few songs, all the while never failing to fiddle with her hair. she is pretty, no doubt about that; but i guess she hasnt quite grasped the confidence needed to be onstage and how to deal with her fans. she seemed pretty nervous, if you ask me. lols.
anyway so i got to see NTU's campus. it's super big la. but quite old too. but suddenly. im not so sure anymore about what i was so darn sure about just a week ago. haix.
that whole question about life's journey and how the future's gonna turn out. what do i really want to be doing ten years from now?
endless possibilities all depending on a single certificate. make it, or break it. you either make it, or screw it all up. ah wells.
i freaking hope i dont get too hooked on clubbing. nuh uh. i wont. i dont have that much cash. lols. just one night and i spent near fifty bucks at rouge already. thats even more than my weekly allowance.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 8:37 AM
grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music