okkayy ive just came across this freakin' loser of a guy on friendster. actuallyy therere manyy guys like that on friendster so why am i still so surprised. the change is that hes totally blatant and honest. like, he doesnt even bother to hide his intentiions in the message he sent. for that it maybe something quite admirable under different circumstances but reallyy, geylang is there to satisfy your needs. get a life.
alrighht. had roadrun yesterdayy at eastcoast and its no surprise i didnt get too impressive a timing. i mean, ive been sickk the past week and i havent even been exercising so the sudden exertion of running three km really kind of took a toil on me laa. furthermore after that, i actually cycled with elissa and gene. so today my bodys screaming bloody murder hahaa.
actuallyy yesterday i was feeling depressed. in all honesty ive been feeling down recently. dontknow wads my freakiin problem laa. and at the bedok jetty all by maself yesterday listening to the seawaves rolling towards the beach and the strong breeze, my tears really threatened to fall. but it didnt laa. i dont know what got over me. probably stress from school?
oh who the hell am i kiddin'. i know the goddamn reason alrighht.
but okkay today wasnt too bad. didnt feel bouts of depression as compared to the previous days. hahaa. and school was pretty much okkayy although today school finished at four-ten and i was super tiired. came home tiired and napped immediatelyy. hahaas.
i tiink the feeling will alwayys be there laa. at least until after vday.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 3:27 PM
grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music