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Thursday, February 17, 2005

haiiya things dont make much sense nowadays.
i hate not being myself in situations.
i know i can get high and crazy at times, and then plunge into super low moods at just one insensitive sentence.
im emotional. is that wrong.
im slacking.
i dont feel much like doing homework or shit.
school life seems boring. stagnant.
yyeaa ive friends.
some understand me, some dont.
some i can click with; others i cant.
some i can be completely free and be totally maself with; others i cant.
and that sucks.
i know im different with different people.
but i just want to be how i want to be through the day, regardless of whoever or whatever.
im lagging behind in my schoolwork.
im still waiting for my hair to grow longer.
as previously mentioned, vday affects me. and still is probably, as much as i think im at peace with maself.
i am weird. i say nonsensical things and do queer stuff.
i place too much emphasis on the surface.
this world is just too shallow shit.
i tink im just tired.
everyday its the same old freakin' routine and nothing exciting happens.
damndamn boring life.
can something interesting and whambam happen to me like right now?

ah wells right now im tired so ima gonna go take a nap.
tata.

icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 10:46 AM