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Monday, February 28, 2005

damn i hate mosquitoes.

anyways, to everyone getting back your results tomorrow, i so know the feeling you must be having right now. anyway just relax and dont freak out. whats most important is making the right choice, yea.

bumped into kevyn today at tampines mall. he was returning home from marina and i was on my way back after buying food. and we had a good chat. havent really talked to him since he and grace lau got together la can. haha. i was thinking about lots of stuff this past week (that probably explains the lack of entries) and then its like da-da, God sent kevyn to knock some much-needed hard sense into me. i tell you only three people so far has the ability to knock sense into this thick skull of mine - kevyn, caleb and jared. and i so thank God for them (:

ookay, and i attended 7pm service today with my parents this evening. actually i didnt feel like going; i had lots of unfinished homework and i havent been attending church for the past two weeks. but after the talk with kevyn, its like, i know God is trying to draw me closer to Him because ive kinda drifted. and its like i now am clear about several things, ranging from bgr to my schoolwork; whereas just the week before my mind has been in a whirlwind.

ohh and btw theres this party at rouge on 11th march organised by a couple of tpjcians who've graduated. i dont know-i feel like going, but at the same time i dont feel like going. i mean, this is the first time (at least from what i know) tpjcians actually organised such a party and its gonna be so cool with tpjcians there but if i do go, i'll need a house to crash cos theres no way my parents would let me home past two a.m. arghs ok i dont know. furthermore tickets are rather cheap, its only 14bucks for guys and 12bucks for girls. but then on the other hand, its not very advisable for christians to club, youu knoe? ahh wells.

anyways. i want to stop waking up so late on weekends. yesterday i woke up at like 3 pm la, and today i woke up at 1 pm plus. this is bad!! i had better stop it, and devote more time to my studies. as discussed with kevyn today, im like super free without ccas, relationship or ministry to tie me down so the more i should devote my time to my studies!! theres like absolutely no reason for me not to do well la. yeapp.

okay, a parting thought - i dont believe in first impressions. cos most of the time, first impressions are very much different from reality. many a time a teacher whom i have first disliked have proven to be much likable. the same for the schoolmate whom i thought looked rather arrogant initially but has since became a friendly acquaintance. and similarly for the goodlooking guy whom i have fallen for but time has proven his character to be not so desirable after all.

conclusion, i dont trust my first impressions of people.
because i realise i only fell in love with the first impression.

icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 3:46 PM