ah shucks. helpp. im having post-haircut blues.
people are staring at me weirdly today, as if trying to figure out whether this is a transversite/guy/girl/gay.
my hair is too short! ugh. yes im feeling insecure about it and theres no point trying to act like im not. its too short and its too dry and i know nuts about styling it laa.
arghs okayy i thinkk i shld just relax. its just hair, for goodness sake. itll grow, righht.
but for the time being i would have to bear with the shortness and all. ughh. and i feel unattractive and i feel ugly.
plus i feel fat and im just gonna get fatter during the chinese new year period. argh.
and today i was nasty to salesgirls. actually. im never really nice to salespeople. haa. really. i think salespeople should just not bother their customers until their customers ask for help. and the way one salesgirl from a certain shoe shop in century square looked at me today as if i had feet the size of an elephant just... ugh. puts me off. and the other day at 77th street, this salesgirl was following huisi and i so tightly as if we were wanted police suspects and most probably were going to take off with their clothes. like, argh. seriously. and excuse me, i did bought a top from 77th street and i bought a pair of purple pumps from the said shoe shop, alrighht.
okay i realise i am bitching. but i dont do that often and really i can not stand those annoying salespeople one bit. really. i think shopping malls would do better without them. hmpf.
alrighht im gonna gush over my new purple pumps now.
okay aside from being bimbotic, i actually enjoy outings with my family. like last night my family actually went to marina for steamboat dinner. early reunion dinner, you could call it. and the fact that i even mention this is because it is really rare for my parents to want to have dinner out on weekends. most of the time they would be content to just stay in the comfort of our house watching tv as they consume dinner.
the food wasnt fab, i mean, its steamboat so theres the usual seafood stuff. but its the conversation that was great. for once i enjoyed myself with my family and didnt spend the entire evening thinking how it would be better if i was out with my friends instead. yeapp.
steamboat dinner at marina
roadrun '05
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 11:43 AM