alrighht. its officially '05. didnt go for watchnight service last night, didnt go for any nation's countdown, didnt go to see any fireworks. that's righht. i spent the last minute, last second of '04 at home. bathing, actually. suddenly the coming of the new year doesnt seem like such a big deal. its just another day. i'm still grace, only that i'll finally be a year two in tpjc; and now my mother will say nineteen years old already, can be more dong shi or not??
and i shld properly do a proper written reflection of '04 in six paragraphs, each paragraph divided neatly into academics, social, family, spiritual, finance and bgr and the fact that i'm an arts student should provide more reason for it but nah, when i try to put my thoughts down into words, it gets all messy. i do reflection, but only in my head. just to say, '04 has been one helluva year.
i'm not feeling super estactic about the new yr nor nerve-wrecked about finally being a year two. the word's probably neutral. or jaded. coupled with the fact that i am seriously broke and i'm feeling not too good over some friendship stuff, i only hope i smile enough to get by the day.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 7:06 AM
grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music