okkay this is going to sound really stupid and so secondary-school but i actually miss having crushes. it has been like quite a long time since i really was into a guy. i mean, yea, i find guys cute. loads of them, in fact; and i'm not ashamed to admit that. but that's just it. it has been a freakin' long time since i had that heart-thumping experience when a crush walks near or when i'm talking to him. reason why i suddenly felt this way 'cos today i chanced upon these 2 chinese songs elissa had with her with those seriously lovey-dovey lyrics and i'm like, its been a long time since i experienced that, man.
aah well whatevers.
ohh. just wanna say. i dont understand why some people even choose to go to jc for the first 3 mths when they dont even want to. like they keep complainin how jc life's a bore or keep pontan-ing school. like, wth. if you're not even interested in jc then why bother enterin in the first place. your place could v well be given to someone else with a worse aggregate than you but who is more interested in jc than you are. alright, just wanted to make a point.
anyway life really rawks right now. actually i'm always kind of hesitant to admit this 'cos its like once you say something, the opposite happens, y'knoe what i mean? but wth, life seriously rawks right now and i want to remember this in the future. i know i will get my screwed-up moments esp. nearing the 'A's but righht now, life is good and i'm lovin' it.
icy fingers playing piano on my skin - 3:19 PM
grace chen
14 october 86
ntu
communication studies
long bus-rides
thinking of the what-ifs
the occasional alcohol
music